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"Inhaling deeply, I tried cleansing myself of the toxins in my mind.
I sucked in the cold air, trying to exhale the haunting images that
plagued me. After several purifying breaths I leaned over the hood
of the car, resting my head against the warm metal. God, I HAD to
get a grip. Why was this bothering me so much? What was the big
deal? I slammed my fist into the hood. I knew what the fucking big
deal was. I was reading about human beings who turned into
fucking ghosts, and as if that weren't enough, they traveled in
time to look at stuff and come back again. They fucking hovered
above the ground, walked through walls and spoke to evil spirits..."
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Messenger "In a dream, the angel carries me, a torn and broken man, toward a place of rest and healing." -1994 |
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"Welcome, David. We have been waiting for you. Who we are is unimportant. What we have called you here for is this: you are to know from this point forward that what you have chosen to do in the world is wrong. Pursue peace. Teach peace, and the path to it will be made known to you. You have tasted death...now bring life. We will be with you always." -Entities encountered during Major Morehouse's NDE |
I was scheduled for a ten o'clock ERV session with a training
target and Mel as my monitor. We walked to the viewing building
together. Mel carried his coffee in a broken-down chipped-up
mug about a hundred and fifty years old. I was surprised it
held liquid, but he was never without it.
"I think you'll enjoy today's little journey," he said.
"I could use a little entertainment."
Once I was set up and ready, I started my countdown; in a few
minutes I was entering the ether and on my way to the target.
"Give me your impressions as soon as possible. I don't want you
wasting any time here."
"I'm someplace like a cave. It smells musty and the ground is
cold. The air isn't moving at all, and it's completely dark.
I can't see anything at all." I moved forward in the direction
the signal line led.
"No, I see a small flicker of light in front of me."
Riley leaned back in his chair and watched the video monitor
closely. "Good! See what the light is."
I moved toward the light as fast as I could, but it seemed to
move away from me, as if I were chasing something in a dream. I
chased the light for about ten minutes, but though I was moving
in what I thought was a straight line, I just wasn't gaining any
ground. Frustrated, I stopped.
"I've stopped moving toward the light source, Mel. I just
couldn't close on it. I don't know if I'm not really moving, or
if it's moving away from me. I'm just standing here in the dark
now."
"Do you sense anything in the darkness? Anyone or anything?"
My first thought was Great! Just what I want to do, grab
something in the dark. "All I can say, Mel, is this target
better not be a page out of the Odyssey. If I run into a-"
Suddenly, the cavern I stood in was flooded with brilliant light
that came from within the surrounding stone. The light vanished
as quickly as it had come. "What the hell was that?" I shouted.
"Tell me what you saw."
"I saw a light coming from the walls of the cavern. By the way,
I am in a cavern; the light just confirmed that. But it's dark
again and I see nothing."
Again and again the light pulsed and disappeared, like a strobe.
The pulses seemed to pierce my eyes and ears, even my flesh.
The temperature of the cavern began to rise rapidly, and it was
increasingly difficult to breathe. I told Mel so.
"You need to move on out of there," he replied. "Take a look
around for another passageway."
Sure enough, behind me was a wide arched passage into another
room. I hadn't seen it because I was facing away from it
chasing the light; in retrospect, it was as if the light had
been trying to lead me away.
The next room was smaller, a rectangle about twenty feet by ten
feet with a ceiling maybe fifteen feet high. Like the larger
chamber, it was lit from within the surrounding stone, but
something was different, as if the pulsing energy I'd felt in
the larger chamber originated here.
"I'm in the smaller of the two rooms, and there seems to be no
way out of this one except the entrance I used. I sense some
form of energy here, and I'm having difficulty focusing my
vision on the center of the room. There's something here that
I can't see -- but there's something here, for sure."
"An object, a personality, a definitive energy source?"
I struggled to see. "There's a low platform in the center of
the room. It's carved out of stone."
"About five feet by three feet, and maybe ten inches high. I
can't see ...it's like a mirage in the center of the room."
"You can't focus on it?"
"Exactly. It's vibrating too fast. The vibration's like a
camouflage of sorts. Something's there, but I'm not supposed
to be seeing it. Something very unusual and powerful."
"Okay, here's what I want you to do. Try and move to a time
when there is less vibration and you might be able to see."
I understood; we'd worked on movement exercises like this before.
The idea was that if I initiated movement in time the signal
line would take me where I could view the target clearly. It
had worked on some small training targets, but I hadn't tried it
on anything like this.
I concentrated on the movement through time and closed my eyes
to the events speeding by. I felt vertigo setting in, which
indicated the speed of my movement. I'd found it best to keep
my eyes closed so as not to vomit. Finally the sensation of
movement slowed gradually and stopped. When I opened my eyes, I
beheld the most bizarre scene.
In the center of the room a group of peasants chipped away at
the stone of the floor, forming the pedestal I'd already seen.
Now time scrolled forward, stopped briefly, then scrolled
forward again: the signal line was moving me at will, allowing
me to see the room at various points in time. Finally it
stopped completely, at a point it must have "felt" was critical
to the mission.
One day two weeks later, with Mel monitoring, I undertook what
was called an open search. In an open search, you have no
coordinates to guide you; you just invite the signal line to
take you wherever there's something to be learned. Remote
viewers did these every so often just so they could remember
that there are more of them out there -- more planets, more
beings, more civilizations -- than there are of us...I guess.
This was my first such search. Mel had spent the last two days
coaching me, but as I began, all I could remember was that they
were always humbling experiences, full of surprises.
"Tell me where you are," Mel said.
"In the middle of a prairie. I can see a series of jagged rocks
jutting out of the ground about fifty yards away. They're maybe
a hundred feet high and they look like black crystals set at a
forty-five-degree angle in the ground. It's strikingly
beautiful.
"I'm next to the crystals now, and I can see my reflection in
them. That's odd -- I've never been able to see my reflection
in anything on a search before. Also, the reflection looks as
if it's a couple of meters inside the crystal.
"Do you-"
"Whoa! I see other reflections in the crystals." I spun around,
thinking something must be beside or behind me, but nothing was.
These weren't reflections at all. "Mel! I see movement
inside this black crystal wall. The images look human, but I
can't quite make them out."
I pressed my hand into the crystal and followed it in. "This
seems to be an entrance. There's a stairway leading down; it's
about twenty feet wide and it drops from here maybe two hundred
feet below the surface. I'm going to follow it."
"I want you to describe the beings to me. Tell me what they're
thinking, how they look, and what they do."
I descended the stairway. All around me was a labyrinth of
causeways and great arching entrances. Everything I saw was
made of the black crystal; everywhere I looked, there were
people on foot.
"They look pretty much like us, I guess -- in fact, I can't see
anything markedly different. Their clothing is something like
what people wore in ancient Egypt, very loose-fitting and
accented with gold embroidery and metal. It's white, which
contrasts tremendously with the blackness of this place.
"I'm approaching a transparent archway. It covers the walkway
I'm on for several hundred feet. I'm in a big room, and this
archway runs the length of it. The damned thing is huge."
"Is there a central place where everyone's congregating?"
"I don't know; let me see." One walkway seemed to have heavier
traffic than the others, so I moved there. "I'm following a
large group now. It's a very strange feeling, walking among
these beings. I get the impression they know I'm here -- in
fact, several of them have looked directly at me and sort of
smiled. They aren't interested in me; they just seem to know
I'm here."
"See if any of them will talk to you."
"Okay, whatever you say." Feeling stupid, I waved my arms at
the beings, spoke to them, even stood in their way. All they
did was look at me; I was in their path, they walked right
through me. "Nobody's talking here, Mel. Sorry!"
"I'm still following this large group; they seem to be turning
off ...yeah, we're entering a large room, where everyone is
standing shoulder to shoulder. It's like an amphitheater, very
narrow at the bottom and wider at the top. Still made of the
black crystal."
"What's going on in this place?"
"There's someone sitting in a big elevated chair at the bottom
of the room. Everyone here is paying very close attention to
whatever this thing says."
"Why are you calling this being a 'thing'?"
"Uh, that's a good question. I think because he or she or it is
larger than the others, and dressed differently. They're in all
white; this thing's in black. It has a large open hood over its
head, with long flowing sleeves that mostly cover its hands.
The hands are not like everyone else's; the texture is much
rougher, and the color is darker. If I had to call it, I'd say
this one is very evil."
"Evil?"
"Okay, not evil. He's some kind of lawgiver or something. He
directs people to do things, and they do them without question.
It's not really clear; he points to people, motions to them, and
they leave, apparently to carry out some task."
"Can you speak to this lawgiver?"
"No! And I don't even want to try. I can tell he knows I'm
here, but he couldn't care less, and I get the impression he'll
be pissed if I try to flaunt the fact that I'm here."
"Okay. Have you seen enough?"
"Yeah, I think I have for now."
"Break it off and come on back."
I thought Mel might be disappointed by my timidity. It seemed
he wanted me to really assert myself and let the beings know I
was there, but I simply didn't feel comfortable doing that. I
felt a certain fascinate on in visiting another world, but I
also understood the need to treat it respectfully. I was an
invader, not a guest. I saw them look at me; I knew they were
aware of my presence, yet they chose not to speak. So it was
clear to me that I was being tolerated, not accepted. And I
vowed I would never interfere in other worlds. It was their
prerogative to acknowledge me, but I would never force myself
on them.
Riley snatched my summary out of my hand. "Come on, let's get
out of here early and grab a beer. I want to talk to you."
"I hope you're not pissed at me because of the session."
"Pissed? There you go again, thinking you didn't do well. Dave,
what you get out of an open search is up to you; the unit doesn't
have any expectations. Open searches are freebies; you get to
go where the signal line takes you instead of telling it where
you want to go. They're like an amusement park, only the
tickets are your RV training. Ain't it great?"
"Yeah, I suppose so."
"So, did you learn anything?"
"I guess I learned that there are other worlds and other
civilizations, and that each one has its own agenda in the
universe. It puts things into perspective for me. I used to
think of the human race as God's chosen people, but I'm
obviously wrong.
"What makes you say that?"
"Well, who's to say where God's reign starts and stops? I mean,
He could be the overseer of that place I visited only hours ago;
what makes us any better than those beings?"
"You're catching on, my friend. We're nothing but a little blue
spot in a solar system, in a galaxy with a hundred million solar
systems, in a universe with a hundred million galaxies. And the
truth is we don't know where it ends, or if it does. And we
aren't even talking about dimensions yet. Gives you a headache,
doesn't it?
I laughed. "It does at that. Let's go get that beer."
Riley was scrambling to figure out what to do. "Calm down,
Morehouse, get a grip and tell me what you see."
"I'm off-planet and I -- Wait, I hear something."
"What is it?"
"Quiet! Just wait." And then I saw it, a Bradley Fighting
Vehicle roared past me out of the black haze. It was quickly
followed by another, and yet another, and then three more. They
disappeared into the smoke as quickly as they'd come. "Sorry,
false alarm. I'm where I'm supposed to be." I don't think I'd
ever grinned in the ether before. I thought for sure that Mel
was cursing me under his breath.
"Give me a description of your surroundings, Dave. I need to
try and pinpoint your location."
"Well, I can't see much from here ...there's black smoke
everywhere. I must be standing in the plume of a burning
vehicle or something. Let me move to another vantage point."
But no matter where I stopped I found myself completely immersed
in choking black smoke.
"I can't seem to shake this stuff, it's everywhere. I need to
get some real distance if I'm to get out of the smoke."
"Okay," Mel said, "whenever you're ready, I want you to move
upward five hundred feet and to the north twenty miles. Go
ahead any time.
I felt myself move upward rapidly, and the ground below me
blurred as I sped across the terrain and settled in the new
target area. Here, too, the air was thick with the black smoke,
the ground littered with the rubble of the war. "I still can't
see anything, Mel. I think the entire area is blanketed with
this stuff."
"What's it made of?"
"It tastes and smells like petroleum, and it's sticky, it coats
everything. It's got to be oil. I'm going to look around --
keep listening, okay?"
"I'm here." Mel had to be impatient; he'd expected this to be
easier, and so had I.
I started moving in large circles, surveying the ground beneath
me and straining to see even fifty feet through the smoke.
Periodically, I came upon wrecked vehicles, more often civilian
than military ones. The tracks of hundreds of vehicles scarred
the sand, almost all going north or northwest. I followed them.
I knew the Iraqi army was in retreat, and I assumed they'd be
heading away from the direction their destroyed weapons were
facing in. I passed over the splayed bodies of many Iraqi
soldiers; the smell of their flesh in the desert heat was masked
by the equally sickening stench of the black smoke.
"I heard something roaring in the distance, Mel. I'm moving
toward it, but the temperature is increasing rapidly."
"I know, I can see your temp rising here. Keep your distance
and give me your perceptions.
"Don't worry, I'm getting too old to act stupid."
I traveled along the surface, where I could see more clearly.
The roaring got louder and louder, and the heat became
unbearable. I moved left and right until I found a spot where
the heat was less intense and I could get close enough to
glimpse the source.
"It's an oil well. It's burning like crazy; flames must be
shooting fifty feet or more into the air. There's raw crude all
over the ground, but most of it has already burned. Mel, I've
never seen anything like this up close -- it's like a blowtorch
standing on end. I've got a hole in the smoke here, so I'm
going straight up for a look."
My phantom body rose to a height of thirty meters or so above
the well fire. I turned slowly in the air, surveying my
surroundings. Everywhere, as far as I could see, blazing
torches sprang out of the ground, belching flame and smoke.
Plume mixed with plume until they all joined together in one
massive black blanket. The heat beneath me reminded me that
I had a job to do, and I returned to my lower vantage point.
"This is bad, Mel; every oil well for as far as I can see is on
fire. This is real bad. I don't know what to do from here.
Obviously they know about this -- who could miss it? Do you
think I should come back now?"
Riley thought for a moment. "No; keep looking around. You're
right, they surely know about the fires, so there must be
something else. You've been on target for about fifty minutes
now; can you give it another twenty or thirty minutes before you
come back?"
"No problem. Even here, I like it better than back there. I'll
keep snooping around."
As I turned away from the oil well, I spotted a small silver
object in the sand. "Mel, I think I see something unusual -- a
small canister, looks like stainless steel. It's stuck in the
sand downwind from the fire."
"What is it?" Riley asked.
"I don't know. It's empty, though -- at least I think it's
empty; nothing is coming out of it." I gazed at the object,
which leaned like the Tower of Pisa. About twenty or so inches
high and about three or four inches in diameter, it was a
finished metal cylinder with perhaps four or six inches of its
base wedged into the sand to hold it upright. It narrowed at
the neck, where a valve was placed. A plastic seal had been
torn away and a portion of it lay on the ground next to the
cylinder. I circled it, trying to see something that might
indicate what the cylinder was, but no luck. "There's something
odd about this thing. It just doesn't belong here at all.
I'm moving to another wellhead to see if I can find one that
has some markings on it, or if there's a pattern here."
"Okay, but first can you get a fix on the location of this one?"
"Too late, I'm already moving. But I don't think I could give
you a fix anyway; I can't see enough of the terrain to describe
it."
"I understand. Let me know what you find at the next well."
I found similar canisters at every well I could get to in the
next twenty minutes. They varied slightly in size and shape,
but they were always downwind from the fire, as if to avoid
burning their contents. Something about them troubled me deeply,
but I couldn't tell what. "I'm breaking it off and coming home,
Mel."
I completed my summary and sketches and was on my way to turn
them in to Nofi when Kathleen returned from her session. She
was white as a sheet.
"You all right, Kathleen?" Jenny asked as Mel ran to her.
"I'm fine, I think I just need to sit down for a while. It was
hot in the room --" She slumped forward in Mel's arms; her
session papers fell from her hand and scattered on the floor. I
helped Mel carry her to the couch, where we laid her down. She
was moaning as Jenny dialed 911. Paul Posner appeared with a
cold washcloth to wipe her face, and Nofi scrambled out of his
office in the commotion. I thought I saw him actually get
nervous there for a minute; he thought he was in trouble.
Fortunately, the hospital was just across the street and down a
block or so, and Kathleen was even coming to by the time the
ambulance arrived. I noticed her papers still scattered on the
floor, and I hurried to pick them up before the ambulance crew
came in.
It turned out that Kathleen was dehydrated; the heat of the
viewing room and the intensity of the session had taken their
toll. She'd be fine, and so would the baby; she just wouldn't
be doing any more viewing as long as she was pregnant.
After the ambulance left, I went back to my desk with a fresh
cup of coffee. I'd set Kathleen's papers down there; now I
started putting them in order. And my heart nearly stopped.
There on page five was a sketch of the cylinder in the sand, a
sketch identical to mine.
"Oh, my God," I said aloud.
Riley came to a stop in front of my desk.
I jumped up and looked around the cubicle doorway to see if
anyone else was coming. The coast was clear, so I sat Mel down
in the chair beside my desk and handed him my sketches and
Kathleen's.
"Look at these." I showed him my results.
"So?"
"So? Are you kidding me? Look at them, they're the same as
mine."
"Goddamn, Dave, they're supposed to be the same. You had nearly
the same mission."
"No, I didn't. Look at Kathleen's tasking sheet, it's there at
the bottom of the stack. She was supposed to took for evidence
of chemical or biological agents. I was supposed to look for '
anything of military significance,' like a combat unit or a
weapon, not to look for chemicals or bio-agents. What kind of
fucking game are they playing here?"
Riley looked at me, confused. "I don't see what you're getting
at, Dave."
Suddenly it all seemed clear to me. The DIA wanted to make sure
that a chemical or biological agent had been released on U.S.
troops, but they didn't want anyone else to know. So they made
it appear to us remote viewers that we were targeting different
areas, when in fact we were all targeted on the same area. They
also tried to keep us from talking to one another.
If all of us remote viewers came up with the same results, the
DIA would know that chemical or biological weapons had been used.
However, none of us would know, because we would never be able
to compare notes. Once the use of these unconventional weapons
had been confirmed, the DIA could start their cover-up so the
American public would never find out.
I took a deep breath and tried to calm down a bit. "Okay, look.
We all got called in to help out. Nofi doesn't want us to help,
but we're shoved into his lap from all across the United States.
Second, we're all targeted into the same area, with just minor
changes in the coordinates -- something we wouldn't notice
unless we sat down and compared notes, which is a violation of
protocol. Third, each tasking is worded differently. They know
we'll all stumble on the same thing, though -- they know the
signal line will lead us to the most significant aspect of the
site. So we give them confirmation of the employment of
biological or chemical weapons, and we never even realize what
we've done, because the only one to put it together is Nofi.
["John Nofi" DIA RV Project Stargate
director -B:.B:.]
"And some closed intelligence cell at DIA," Mel said somberly.
"It's obvious that the Iraqis placed the canisters next to the
fires to mask the plume from the canisters. So I think they
released a slow-acting toxin to poison the coalition forces, and
they covered it up with oil-well fires. Every soldier downwind
of those fires must've inhaled the bug or whatever it was. The
poor fuckers are walking around with time bombs inside themselves,
and the rest of the world is distracted because the environment
has been damaged. It's really slick. Un-fucking-believable."
My face tingled, feeling as though it were a mask and not my own;
my hands were numb. "They know it. Our fucking government knows
it and they don't want anyone else to know it."
"Yeah, can you imagine if this got out? The fucking war is over
and the treaty is being worked on. If this got out, all hell
would break loose!"
"I'm more cynical than that. I think some lawyer in the
Pentagon put a bug in the secretary's ear about the
ramifications of having to answer to fifty thousand legal or
medical claims against the government. I don't think our
illustrious leaders want to break the bank taking care of the
thousands of military who are affected by this thing especially
since they don't know what the extent of the damage is. They'll
just deny any knowledge of it, or spend the next seventy years
faking research until everyone affected is in a box or in a VA
hospital. This is a goddamned conspiracy, that's what it is."
Riley grabbed me by the arm and shook me. "Just wait a fucking
minute. It all sounds good sitting here at this desk, but think
about what you're saying. Think for a minute, just think." He
released me and sat down again, his head in his hands. "If this
is true, it's far bigger than either of us. We need more
evidence. We need some other sessions."
"So pick one. Everybody in the place is going into the sand and
smoke. When do you work the mission?"
Riley shook his head. "My session won't do any good: I've been
shown the results of yours and Kathleen's, and anyone would say
I duplicated your results to cause a ruckus. Goddammit, Dave,
this is not good. We don't have anyone who will listen to us on
this."
"We'll take it to the media!"
"Uh-huh. Who do you think will give you time to explain that
you re a trained military psychic, who is part of this top-
secret program at Fort Meade -- and no, you don't really work
there anymore, they just called you in to visit for this special
project?" He paused to put his hand on my shoulder. "You
getting the picture yet, buddy? We weren't supposed to find
this out, and just in case we did, they brushed their tracks out
of the sand. Nobody will ever believe you. Nobody."
I stared out the window, shaking my head in disbelief. "So what
do we do, Mel? We've seen this; what do we do, ignore it? Then
how are we any different from the guy they were fighting over
there?"
"I don't know," Mel said quietly.
"I'm going to tell Nofi that I know. I'll leave you out of it,
but I want the bastard to know that I know what the fuckers are
up to." I grabbed the papers from the desk and started out, but
Mel blocked my way. "Move, Mel. I'm doing this!"
"Over my dead body. If you go in there and let him know that
you're on to him, you may walk out of here tonight. But are you
going to make it home? Think about it, asshole, what are you to
them? If they went to these lengths to keep this quiet, do you
think they'll let a burnout like you spoil their secret for them?
How long do you think it would take them to kill you -- or
just discredit you? Oh how are those goddamned nightmares,
anyway?"
"Fuck you, Mel!"
"No, fuck you! You want some more? Where's your wife and
children? How come they don't live with you anymore? Is it
because you see things in the night? Is it because you walk in
your sleep and swing at phantoms? What did you go home every
night and tell your wife and kids about? Didn't you tell them
that you could travel in time and see things remote in time and
space. Didn't you do that, Major Morehouse? Isn't it true that
you are simply delusional, perhaps psychotic?"
"You want to take on the big intelligence machine. You want to
stand up like some fucking hero and tell the world that you saw
the sons and daughters of the world poisoned by a madman. Then
you want to add that the U.S. government orchestrated a cover-up.
Oh, yes, boys and girls, ladies and gentlemen of the court-martial
jury, we have a prime lunatic on our hands. We strongly recommend
that you find him guilty of treason and lock his fucking ass in
Leavenworth until he dies. No, no -- better yet, let's give him
some good mind-altering drugs and keep him in a hospital somewhere
so his mom and dad can watch their son eat baby food through a
straw." Riley was shaking with anger and frustration. "You can't
do this now." He dropped to the chair, exhausted. "You can't.
It will serve no purpose, and you will die in the process, I
promise you. You have a family to think about. Now don't make me
give you the fucking water parable again, okay? Just let it go for
now. Please tell me you will let it go for now. Everything has
it's season; this will, too. But not now. Promise me."
I bit my lip in frustration, yet I knew he was right.
Everything he said was true, and speaking up would solve nothing.
The heroes had been poisoned and I could say nothing. Nobody
would ever believe me.
"I promise." I wiped a tear from my eye. "I promise."
I saw what happened ... and now, the babies of the heroes are
dying.
Excerpt from:
_Psychic Warrior_
Powerful Religious Artifacts: A
Remote View
by Major David Morehouse
"Oh, be quiet and look around. You can't remote-view something
that never happened, for crying out loud."
Portal II
"A dream in which the sky
tears and another dimension
is revealed." -1991
"...and the heavens shall be
rolled together like a scroll."
"And the heaven departed
as a scroll when it is rolled
together..."
Is. 34:4, Rev. 6:14
"What are its dimensions?"
The Old Warrior
"A self-portrait from one of
my darker dreams." -1989

A younger, happier Dave with wife and Dad
prior to his initiation in the Black Lodge of
D:.I:.A:. -1979Space Aliens: A Remote View
"The CIA is in the business of manipulating the belief systems
of entire nations. I doubt they're above working in their own
back yard if it suits them."
-Major David Morehouse,
DIA Remote Viewer
"Move into the wall and find out who they are."

"Babe of the Abyss"
"Fine, see if you can find some central hub."

Dave as Magister Templi, having
survived the ordeal and finally
emerged on the Other Side
"Something's wrong! I'm not at the target, Mel!" I cried. "Mel!
I'm off-planet somewhere!"

Brother Mel
Beloved D:.I:.A:.
Trickster
1996 by David Morehouse
St Martins Press, New York
ISBN 0-312-14708-2
Nexus "Psychic Spy" Interview with Morehouse


